I am at my job right now, sitting and being. Ive reached what the goal once was to find that the point is to keep reaching. That being said, I dont believe that reachiing is what we percieve it to be. I believe that the ultimate reach is the ability to fall. Fall into ourselve, a complete trust fall because you really have to be in the mind state of recieving that you truly need to unlearn the things that dont serve you. I thought that once I reached this one position or stature or paycheck that all of my "problems" would go away and they did. Not because of anything other than having a shedule for the first time in my life that allowed me to prioritize myself and inner piece.

I used to think I knew what that was until lately, letting mysef fall into life completely as myself and trusting her. THIS has been the most beautiful moment of my life and continues to make every day and emotion just as beautiful as the last - Trust falling into the person my body has been telling me I am my whole life while my mind told her endless reasons as to why she "is not" out of a need to protect ourselves. I am not really sure why I am writing this on here, I just know that I had the urge to do so because reading the Dear September Book that I got from the library the other day truly made me believe that some of these letters where written to me.

So I am writing this one to you, the universe is love and light and the universe is you. You are the Creator and the creation, and that understanding does not come through force. That understanding comes through feeling, it took me what feels like a life time and no time at all to understand that I am love, you are love, we are all love. We are all a wave from the same ocean and life is a beatiful cosmic dance.

So in closing, DO.WHAT.YOU.WANT. ... Do whatever the hell you want! Seriously! .. You see a leaf on the ground you want to take home and write a story about? DO IT... You wonder where a rainbow will take you if you follow it? DOIT... Whatever it may be just know that one fundimental thing that stays through eternity - LOVE - Your heart is always right PERIOD... So know when your heart is telling you to do something and when your mind is convincing you to fear something and act on that fear.

Peace and love my friends and thank you to the creators of such a beautiful platform such as this. <3